Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Ku cubah kejam mata tapi tak lena

Izinkan diriku meluahkan rasa,
Maafkanlah aku andai kau terasa,
Biar ku paparkn apa yg terjadi,
Moga engkau tak ulangi.

Sungguh tak ku sangka kau berpaling tadah,
Setelah lamanya menjalinkan cinta,
Dalam diam-diam kau sudah berpunya,
Tanpa aku menyedari semuanya.

Aku mendoakan agar kau bahagia,
Bersama si dia insan yang kau suka,
Percintaan kita tak sampai ke mana,
Setakat di bibir saja.

Sayang...
Kau bina mahligai dari air mata,
Yang jatuh berderai di wajah sepiku,
Hancurnya hatiku bisa tak terkata,
Terhumban rasa diriku.

Oh aduhai ku masih ingati,
Janji manis dan saat romantis,
Kau pintaku supaya setia,
Akhirnya kau yang berubah.

Oh tuhanku tabahkan hatiku,
Temukan dengan ketenangan jiwa ini,
Dibelasah rindu,
Tetapi apa dayaku.

Ku cuba pejam mata tapi tak terlena,
Keranaku masih teringat pada mu,
Begitu payah nya nak ku melupakan,
Pernah kah kau memikirkan oh sayang...

your love is like a shadow 4:09 AM
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Thursday, July 9, 2009

wake me up when september ends

yeah I drew that,feeling quite tired as usual.Must be the flu and me sneezing out blood.Jy says its because I'm too hot. I know right muwahahah.I think some tissue tore because I sneezed too hard,nothing to worry about on the secondhand I DONT KNOW HOW TO DO QN 4 OF ASSIGNMENT 1 OF THE @#$#%^& JAVA.GRRR.
Imma as around to see anyone can help me.seeya people :)
ps:dora I aint rotting at home
Ps:Ann got a new body haha nt sure I like it since its hard for me to touch her and stuff :S

nights all :D

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your love is like a shadow 7:50 AM
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Wednesday, July 8, 2009

new in town

heres a little nice song from a new artist called little boots

heres new in town,enjoy :)

Heard you’re New in town
Want someone to show you around
Well no-one knows this place just quite like me
Well I don’t, hang with the crowd
Where I go, were dressing down
I’ll take you where the music plays for free

So don’t rely on people you meet
Cause no-one is safe in these streets

I’m gonna take you out tonight
I’m gonna make you feel alright
I don’t have a lot of money
But we’ll be fine
No, I don’t have a penny
But I’ll show you a good time
I’m gonna take you out tonight
I’m gonna make you feel alright
I don’t have a lot of money but we’ll be fine
No, I don’t have a penny
But I’ll show you a real good time

What I do, you think so far
Is it all your hoping for
Does it live up to your every dream
Or do, we disappoint
While you make the choice
When you wake up can you hear a scream

So don’t rely on people you meet
Cause no-one is safe in these streets

I’m gonna take you out tonight
I’m gonna make you feel alright
I don’t have a lot of money
But we’ll be fine
No, I don’t have a penny
But I’ll show you a good time
I’m gonna take you out tonight
I’m gonna make you feel alright
I don’t have a lot of money
But we’ll be fine
No, I don’t have a penny
But I’ll show you a real good time

Cause I know how it feels to be alone
When strangers only make you feel apart
You never, ever felt so far from home
You never felt so far from home

I’m gonna take you out tonight
I’m gonna make you feel alright
I don’t have a lot of money
But we’ll be fine
No, I don’t have a penny
But I’ll show you a good time
I’m gonna take you out tonight
I’m gonna make you feel alright
I don’t have a lot of money
But we’ll be fine
No, I don’t have a penny
But I’ll show you a real good time

i dont feel like talking lately,dont know why just dnt feel like it.meh
haha nite people or morning either or haha

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your love is like a shadow 9:50 AM
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Sunday, July 5, 2009

day and nite

I cant see proper no more these days at night.

my feel so tired during the mornings and cant sleep at night.

m body keeps fidgeting by itself again.

I'm trying my best to control it and not worry anyone

but I'm not worried bout myself.

Never was never been.

My friend is sick.really sick I'm worried bout him now hopefully he'll recover and the 6 of us will have good times again

I'm trying so hard to keep everything and everyone I achieved over this 5 months.

I'm willing to put my last time so everyone around me is finally smiling

Dont tell me to give up on you when deep down I feel like giving up

Its like putting a gun at me at blank point.

Its great to help someone but it makes me so sick to the gut when whatever I said always falls on deaf ears.

I'm beat,I'm sorry

But I'm trying my best.

Yet every day I keep pushing myself,smiling so no one has to fret

I tried not smiling and everyone around me that day asked if I was ok

Everyone changes I know that,some dont.

I wanna make sure everyone makes happy but what about me.

No one I tried to keep hold on to spared a thought bout me.

No one I tried to keep hold on to asked if I'm ok.

If you keep pushing me when I try to help,then I wont bother.Thats how I do things

If I try helping and yet you never listen and get hurt again,I wont waste my breathe

because

I feel so angry

I feel so mad

I feel so pissed

I feel so depressed

I feel so dissapointed

I feel so hurt

I feel so lost

I feel so speechless

Nevermind I'm just having a bad week thats all.

Labels: The lonely stoner seems to free his mind at night he's all alone through the day and nite

your love is like a shadow 9:48 AM
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Wednesday, July 1, 2009

have a fucking nice day,because I aint having much

your love is like a shadow 10:05 PM
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Thursday, June 25, 2009

keep your head still,I'll be your thrill

Well as you all can guess,schools back open but I feel as hell for some odd reason. Doctor said the symptoms I had lately might be similar to asmathic people. Didnt want to agree with him so I got cough syrup and what nots.

Anyway school has been fun and I can say this,Afiq is a great guy to hang around with :D

anyway heres some camwhoring pictures enjoy :)

sial la kiter brutal brudda

say what?

"THE D*** WHEN WHERE?"

"ELLOOS"

Eddie: stop digging my nose,it tickles

Afiq: NEVER

she's been having a bad month,poor her :(

picture I took while walking with afiq to the mosq.awesome right?

all for now people :)

your love is like a shadow 4:03 AM
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Tuesday, June 23, 2009

nobody knows

"Nobody Knows"

Nobody knows
Nobody knows but me
That I sometimes cry
If I could pretend that I'm asleep
When my tears start to fall
I peek out from behind these walls
I think nobody knows
Nobody knows no

Nobody likes
Nobody likes to lose their inner voice
The one I used to hear before my life
Made a choice
But I think nobody knows
No no
Nobody knows
No

Baby
Oh the secret's safe with me
There's nowhere else in the world that I could ever be
And baby don't it feel like I'm all alone
Who's gonna be there after the last angel has flown
And I've lost my way back home
I think nobody knows no
I said nobody knows
Nobody cares

It's win or lose not how you play the game
And the road to darkness has a way
Of always knowing my name
But I think nobody knows
No no
Nobody knows no no no no

Baby
Oh the secret's safe with me
There's nowhere else in the world that I could ever be
And baby don't it feel like I'm all alone
Who's gonna be there after the last angel has flown
And I've lost my way back home
And oh no no no no
Nobody knows
No no no no no no

Tomorrow I'll be there my friend
I'll wake up and start all over again
When everybody else is gone
No no no

Nobody knows
Nobody knows the rhythm of my heart
The way I do when I'm lying in the dark
And the world is asleep
I think nobody knows
Nobody knows
Nobody knows but me
Me

"I may not know your problems.

I may not know what your dealing with.

I may not know what's it like being in your shoes.

I may not know all the answers for all the questions you ask me.

But I do know this

I'll keep your secrets safe with me till your ready to tell the whole world.

I'll be by your side every time you need someone to tell you it'd get better one way or another

I'll try my best to bring you somewhere far away from this mess.

I'll make sure you'll smile whenever your with me

I wont care if your Malay,Chinese,Indian.Muslim,Christian,Hindu,Buddhist or Atheist

I'm not perfect,no one is but I will try my best.

I know I might be used up in the end.

I know I'll feel tired and might wonder if what I did was justible.

I know I'll never regret it.

Lean on me.

If you feel like you can depend on no one.

Depend on me."

Because everyone I know is feeling down and as if their life sucks like hell and want to end it.

To whoever is reading this.Have faith and believe.Even if its not me,find someone who will

night everyone

your love is like a shadow 9:19 AM
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